So let me get this straight - Larry King is getting his 8th divorce, Elizabeth Taylor is possibly getting married for a 9th time, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage. Jesse James and Tiger Woods are screwing EVERYTHING, yet the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage?? Really? REALLY?? Reblog if you agree.
Can you keep a secret? I'm trying to organize a prison break. I'm looking for, like, an accomplice. We have to first get out of this bar, then the hotel, then the city, and then the country. Are you in or you out?
I'm in. I'll go pack my stuff.
I hope that you've had enough to drink. It's going to take courage.
I found this shitty xx cover band today. They are Japanese and sound horrible. This reminds me of the many plans i have made with friends to 1) start a band and 2) learn to play ANY instrument. I wish i were musically talented, but i’m not and most of my friend’s are in my shoes as well..i can dream.
Today i got a haircut, and it came out good. Although, it’s kinda creepy and fascinating how my hair lady gets into cutting my hair..you can see madness in her eyes, it’s honestly quite enthralling. She thought my tattoo was a skeleton mickey mouse. -300 brownie points for her for not knowing of Radiohead.
I’m extremely lonely. I don’t feel that way right now, but i can feel it coming back little by little. Like the soundtrack to a horror flick when the music starts speeding up, and the bass becomes louder, heavier..you just feel the suspense rising, and your blood pumping faster and faster. Except this is real life and nothing is popping up and murdering me.
Graduate high school. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarretes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). Watched someone die. Been to a funeral. Burned yourself. Ran a marathon. Your parents got divorced. Cried yourself to sleep. Spent over $200 in one day. Flown on a plane. Cheated on someone. Been cheated on. Written a 10 page letter. Gone skiing. Been sailing. Cut yourself. Had a best friend. Lost someone you loved. Shoplifted something. Been to jail. Dangerously close to being in jail. Had detention. Skipped school. Got in trouble for something you didn’t do. Stolen books from the library. Gone to a different country. Dropped out of school. Been in a mental hospital. Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. (Just three). Had an online diary. Fired a gun. Gambled in a casino. Had a yard sale. And a lemonade stand. Actually made money at the lemonade stand. Been in a school play. Been fired from a job. Taken a lie detector test. Swam with dolphins. Gone to Sea World. Voted for someone on a reality TV show. Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year. Gone to Europe. Loved someone you couldn’t have. Wondered about your sexuality. Used a coloring book over age 12. Had surgery. Had stitches. Taken a taxi. Seen the Washington Monument. Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversation going at once. Overdosed. Had a drug or alcohol problem. Been in a fish fight. Suffered from any abuse. Had a hamster. Pet a wild animal. Used a credit card. Gone surfing in California. Did “spirit day” at school. Dyed your hair. Got a tattoo. Had something pierced. Got straight A’s. Been on the Honor Roll. Known someone with HIV or AIDS. Started a fire. Gotten caught having a party while parents are gone away.
There are days where i feel complete and utter anxiety towards everything. I feel paranoid, and neglected. I realize that the amount of attention i require might not be out there for anyone to give me. On the bright side, my wisdom tooth (or lack of) is just about healed. Also, The xx is next sunday.. I should feel less empty..
Death is funny. I spent years yearning for it, but as people i know or people of friends’ i know pass away i realize how silly i was, and still am.